i'm flooded. it's been 10 months now. 10 months of me and my pitching ground. i feel answerable, answerable to risheen, jayati, niki, ashu, sonal, and so on. i even feel answerable to words and photography. but i feel functional. there's so much left to recover.
i barely care about anyone anymore. about their thoughts. about their opinions. about the fact that i don't keep in touch. that i never make the effort. that. that. that. i think i should do some recovery. out of guilt more than necessity. out of a feeling of love interlaced with obligation to not sever my ties completely. to keep alive the scope and scale of future social intercourse. i knew i was fucked when i started to forget. but is forgetting an indication of love lost?
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