Tuesday, April 14, 2009

how to decide so plainly?

on the one had i have the chance to totally change everything -- sell my car -- give away my stuff -- do astronomy -- become an astronomer -- move to a new country -- live there for a few years -- take boredom as it comes -- jobs as they come -- lovers as they come -- and wait for the future to hit me

on the other, i can very decisively go away only for a year, or maximum 2 -- learn education in ICT or ICT in education -- maybe take a film course -- come back -- share office space -- ride in my car -- start building my small business -- struggle -- find a house -- settle down -- if i want i can marry -- and help change the face of education in India ;)

and then there is learn education in ICT or ICT in education -- maybe take a film course -- start working abroad with small cool firms -- go to africa -- then finland -- or wherever -- take boredom as it comes -- jobs as they come -- lovers as they come -- and wait for the future to hit me

what the fuck to do. which dream to live? what do i want!!!
i don't know. i really don't.
how to keep all options open?

1 comment:

T said...

i see you do this, in this order --

sell my car -- give away my stuff -- do astronomy -- become an astronomer -- move to a new country -- live there for a few years -- maybe take a film course -- start building my small business -- start working abroad with small cool firms -- go to africa -- then finland -- or wherever -- take boredom as it comes -- lovers as they come -- and wait for the future to hit me

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